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12th house love help
October 28, 2020 at 23:18 (UT/GMT)

12th house love help
I have always been taught not to show people my birth chart. Like a magician to never real their tricks but i really need this help it has my life at a stand still and i need him home.
So i have walked through life alone... Even in my childhood a shut in during my teenage years i missed alot of social skills.. I rebelled young against the values of my family ( aries conj lilith opposing saturn i believe) and am the product of my mothers t-square one of three products.... Astrology is f-ing awesome...Im cancer sun moon in 12th sharing the house with Gemini.
We have been together for 8 years now and got married last year.
He is in prison( don´t think badly of him) but there has always been this draw to him. Whenever i ave hit rock bottom over the years he has been home and he grounds me and makes it better. Like everything even when he pisses me off and we fight he me something ill fight for.
There has always been this separation between us physically spiritually i feel him... I know him. I feel like there is something there blocking us and i cant see it... Idk if there are any mystics or psychics around but can you see into my blind spot please.
..to clarify is there a lesson we need to learn to bring him home... Is there something specifically standing in his way and if you are intuitive anything else you see that will be interesting good or bad im listening.
So i have walked through life alone... Even in my childhood a shut in during my teenage years i missed alot of social skills.. I rebelled young against the values of my family ( aries conj lilith opposing saturn i believe) and am the product of my mothers t-square one of three products.... Astrology is f-ing awesome...Im cancer sun moon in 12th sharing the house with Gemini.
We have been together for 8 years now and got married last year.
He is in prison( don´t think badly of him) but there has always been this draw to him. Whenever i ave hit rock bottom over the years he has been home and he grounds me and makes it better. Like everything even when he pisses me off and we fight he me something ill fight for.
There has always been this separation between us physically spiritually i feel him... I know him. I feel like there is something there blocking us and i cant see it... Idk if there are any mystics or psychics around but can you see into my blind spot please.
..to clarify is there a lesson we need to learn to bring him home... Is there something specifically standing in his way and if you are intuitive anything else you see that will be interesting good or bad im listening.


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November 6, 2020 at 17:11

Does not make it easy.
What was a real eyeopener for me was coming across the topic of "attachment trauma" -omg, so, so helpful. I have also done family constellation, which are so helpful, and now I would like to combine them. (I have the Pluto Stellium squaring my sun/moon just now, so perfect timing)
So maybe that is something you might want to look into, I am sure it will help in your situation. If you want more infos/links you can message me, this was the first time I was on this forum and I am not really a forum person, so don´t know yet how this works. Anyway, I will be thinking of you.


November 6, 2020 at 16:32

The suffering of the 12th .... We take upon the sins of those around us. Trying to allow them to avoid their hard lesson; when we stop do they learn? They must!
Because we are must be ae able to be held accountable for pur own sins. Allowing everyone growth. Otherwise people become spoiled and never develop. We end up feeling used although it were our choice.

November 6, 2020 at 14:01


November 2, 2020 at 19:11

I have learned to enjoy my solitude and feel like i was reborn into the wrong time in the evolution of mankind.
My soul is lonely for a kindred spirit but not so much that i am willing to ve around just anyone. And hardly trust anyone anymore anyway. I have met many dark souls in my life and i am wary.

November 2, 2020 at 19:03

What im about to say i apologize for going to deep.
I was molested as a child and after being molested i blocked out my sight. Something really dark was trying to push through and at the time i had many of imaginary friends i would play with. It was the sacrifice i made whenever i told myself as a child it was just a dream so that i wouldn´t have to tell anyone.
Now that i am older i have had to force myself to remember everything. And have begun to unblock my gifts. But so much of it is now sensory overload seeing everything and trying to comprehend everything at once. Whether im reading tarot or reading astrology charts. It´s always more than i can comprehend at once and end. up drained from the effort of trying
Like my Venus i had never comprehended that. I see the effects of venus in gemini. Never being attached to people. And those i become close with are only for a short period of time.
And i see as long as i am detached romantically things move forward more swiftly for him. He is strong and very passionate so he forces his way through many obstacles.
I can also see where he pushes me away subconsciously fighting his emotions but will never admit to it and doesn´t see it himself. Thank you for your help i will keep trying.

November 2, 2020 at 13:10


November 2, 2020 at 12:24


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