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Nov 19, 2020 - 21:02
Sun Sign - Virgo_Enki » Tebal
Thank you for the words Tebal. Honestly, the hardest part is so many sources and people tell me that I don´t open myself to others easily, nor am I authentic sometimes. I´m sure they´re right, but often I´m unsure what to do myself. Gods, I´m unsure of the nature of my vulnerability. I´m not sure, but it could be the fear to be myself in public because of my rough childhood and the repression of my skills and interests. I just internalised everything and now I´m paying the price for it.

I feel like creative outlets are the thing I need to keep me sane as well. I can love my work with all my being and it won´t cause me the same anguish. But I do want to live a meaningful life, so I want to contend with the difficulties posed by my personality. Maybe if I take the efforts to discipline myself, be diplomatic, less inflexible with other points of view and less self-indulgent in people, perhaps I can manage it.

I have a feeling this is a very strong artistic aspect, which is why we´re similar. Love, anguish, loss and our own failings give us the inspiration we need to create transcendental works.
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Nov 19, 2020 - 20:09
Sun Sign - Virgo_Enki » ram_goat
Thanks for the tip! Seems like there´s a fair bit of work ahead of me.
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Nov 5, 2020 - 19:54
Sun Sign - Virgo_Enki » rohini moon
Luckily, I´d say we´re speaking of two different things. Unless you call the primordial mass of chaos without embodiment a friend. Nice to meet you regardless :)
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