Strange Saturn - Discussions, questions

IIyyaarr13 Venus is dispositted by Jupiter, Jupiter is dispositted by , is dispositted by the sea-god with a pitchfork! Neptune is disposited by Uranus the final dispositor! There is a > > dispositing branch as well. can be slightly confused to very confused!
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fletw00dmac » IIyyaarr13 That sounds interesting! Can I ask what do you think about my Mars in Pisces?

JayJayAstrology Your Saturn is under a lot pressure from the Moon´s Nodes (and the planets they conjunct) as it is the apex of a T-Square. The South NNode of the Moon represents the past life gifts and wounds you are bringing forward into this life. The North Node of the Moon is the new territory you are to learn in order to remedy your wounds.

You were born on the Full Moon with Sun on the South Node (along with Mercury, Uranus and Neptune) in Aquarius, 4th house; and your Moon on the North Node in Leo, 10th house. All of these are square Saturn in Taurus, 8th house. So what does it mean?

Well, the wound is partially of your own making with your Sun conjunct South Node. However, your family also has played a role in defining you and contributing to the wound. In essence, you weren´t allowed to be yourself - not really. Your self-expression was somewhat controlled by someone in your family - a parent. You weren´t allow to be different, to have your own opinions, to stand out, to be expressive - some or all of the above.

Most likely, you escaped into your own little play world or expressed yourself in at least the ways your family deemed acceptable. This is the past life, but also the present one. Your chart is very like a chart I just did a reading for - it´s the thread about her Grand Square. You might like to read it because you have some of the same challenges. You don´t have a Grand Square, but your T-Square performs a similar function.

The North Node in Leo conjunct Moon asks you truly express yourself - your feelings, your thoughts, your creativity - and there is a need to be heard and seen. So you have this judgment against you that it´s not okay to express yourself and at the same time, a mandate or need to express yourself. What happens to people in this situation, is they have to repress themselves in order to please their parents and culture.

Saturn is in Taurus in the 8th house. Saturn is the part of you that holds your personality in a cohesive whole - it houses your personality structure. In 8th house, this is where we do inner work - investigate feelings and unconscious stuff - the stuff we repress, and bring it all to consciousness for self-transformation. Saturn is a tough nut to crack though. It does not change easily - and Taurus is equally not so excited to explore the complicated mess of our inner workings. So, there is resistance to doing the necessary work. Therefore, the nodal axis with Sun and Moon square Saturn to insist that you do the work.

The empty space opposite Saturn - is called the missing leg. If you had a planet there, you´d have a grand square. Still, the missing leg tells us what you need to do. It is Scorpio, 2nd house - and it says - DO THE INNER PSYCHOLOGICAL WORK.

Pluto and Chiron quincunx your Saturn too. They say - evolve and heal the wound. We´ll help you do it. They add - you need to change your perceptions - how you see yourself - how you think and feel about what is meaningful in life. Venus is sesquisquare your Saturn - with a similar message - I´ll help you restructure your inner life.

Venus is the ruler of the ASC and of your entire chart. It´s also the ruler of Taurus, and so disposits your Saturn. She is trine Jupiter in Aries and aspecting the nodal axis with Sun and Moon too. She seeks harmony and beauty. I wonder if somehow, you might find an outlet in art - some kind of creative art. Scorpio inner work is difficult, and some people find it much easier to get to their feelings through creativity. You may be one of those people. Perhaps Venus´s message is also to find beauty in the inner work, because it is necessary. You need to find a way to make it palatable.

Your Saturn aspects are all about the planets helping you to restructure your inner landscape - to heal your wounds and to help you bring your gifts forward.

This is not a complete natal chart reading. I´m simply answering the question.

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fletw00dmac » JayJayAstrology Thank you so much!!!I think some of the things are definitely true

fletw00dmac » IntoTheVoid Thank you :)

IIyyaarr13 » fletw00dmac is at a high aptitude point of with stage and business!
Your upper might be to the minute; To say that is difficult is an understatement!

fletw00dmac » IIyyaarr13 Thanks