A perception other than my own, Please! - Discussions, questions

scormini Hello girl, hope you are doing good. I see some bit of similarities between our charts. I experience the same things. I´m very warm and kind but they see me as cold, distant and scary...
Yes, it´s the scorpio rising. As I learn more from astrology I´ve known that scorpio rising is a very karmic rising, more so with mars, moon and uranus for you. We scorpio risings are ancient souls and usually reincarnate to be the martyr of the family and have a lot of problems with socializing as taurus is in the 7th house: we need loyalty and everyone ends up betraying us. If I could tell myself 5 years ago something would be: stay as you are. The right people will fall into your life, but with putting effort. I too have leo venus so I need balance and attention instantly and it frustrates me that I don´t get it, which is reinforced with a square with mars and venus for myself, and you have it too. My advice would be keep going and be warned of people, they tend to betray us because they feel so much energy from us and become jealous. Like we read their minds. People don´t like seeing the dark side of things. So look for trustful people and stay cool (I know it can be very heavy)
Good luck

ram_goat » scormini We scorpio risings are ancient souls and usually reincarnate to be the martyr of the family and have a lot of problems with socializing as taurus is in the 7th house: we need loyalty and everyone ends up betraying us.

alternate assessment: scorp ASC are tossers who take their own emotions too seriously,
lack objectivity, which is the source and cause of 80% of the problems in their lives. Also the biggest crybaby whiners about things, ever... can´t let go of the past but at the same time, incapable of learning from it either. Some karma, that..

scormini » ram_goat One thing doesn´t cancel the other hehe

Leo Moon » ram_goat Ha ha.....as Ramgoaty as ever!

I don’t like to paint with a broad brush and regard all people as individuals.....but You must have met my last girlfriend, because You nailed her personality.

Though You left out incredibly selfish and proud of it.

I think the mix with a Leo Sun had a lot to do with it.

scormini » Leo Moon yeahh, fixed signs thing!
Scorp risings we are sooo so weird (aquarius in the 4th)
And if her leo sun was in the 10th... well

Leo Moon » scormini It was in the 9th. It was some deep ,defensive mistrust of life I guess.

To me a relationship of any kind has to have a healthy flow of give and take.

scormini » Leo Moon Of course, if not it´s toxic

Jnss914 » scormini Thanks for replying to my post.
I would love to say Hey, just be who you are. I should know who I am, or perhaps I do know who I am and I just don´t like it.
Do I consider myself inherently bad or good, Well no, but there is no black and white, it´s all a grey area.
The battle continues...

Jnss914 » Leo Moon Thanks, Leo Moon!

Ebb & Flo

The give in take. How does one find that balance within.

I reckon, that´s the journey!

Jnss914 » ram_goat I am a crybaby, I was never taught how to deal with things, I see the patterns of destruction, I´ve seen and know the way of the victim is a horrible place to be. If you see that I am broken say it.
I want to have hope, hope that ego won´t take me, believing foolishly, thinking it´s survival is not hinged on my own. I am looking to find a way to balance, emotions,ambitions, who I was compared to who I am or who I may become.
Thank you for taking your time to respond.

scormini » Jnss914 I know, this rising never stops "playing"
Also you are a virgo and your mind is very sharp
Good luck with it :)

Leo Moon Jnss914....I noticed You’re in Pueblo Colorado.

Anytime I hear that name I am reminded of all the Government Publication Office commercials I saw growing up in the 70s and 80s.

Like this one.....,