God really be testing me - Discussions, questions

Astro-Seek.com System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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I could argue that God doesn´t try to test us BUT, maybe this is not the moment for that discussion

Could you explain what do you mean exactly with your question, please? What is difficult right now? Why do you feel? Etc... It´s complicated for me to understand without the context, I apologise. Thank you

sleepycap88 » Hylonome Haha sorry I was just expressing myself ,I didn’t explain

but I just feel really emotional and I act impulsively, saying things I regret. My emotions are really strong and I argue with my mother quite a lot as well

My Lilith in the 2nd house makes me overspend and over indulge , it’s really annoying sometimes

oxx{]:::::::::::::::::::> Your chart is fine. Yoga Karaka in 10th with lagnesh. You´re laughing! 🙃

oxx{]:::::::::::::::::::> » sleepycap88 Get a small notebook(preferably green because it´s Mercurial, green ink pen can do too) and write down all your expenses there. Within a month or two something will click. Ask your mother for money saving advice if you´re overspending.

If arguments are an issue, meditate at least for 15min in the morning, best after shower. I´d set a timer too. It´s better to do it just right than overdo it or underdo(is it even a thing? Lol). You´ll see difference within a week.

Alternatively, you can resort to calming crystals.

Astro-Seek.com » sleepycap88 System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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Don´t worry 😊 I understand how you feel.

If I may share my perspective, I would change this sentence a bit "My Lilith in the 2nd house makes me..." to "I overspend and overindulge, that´s represented by my Lilith in the 2nd house; it´s very annoying sometimes".

I would do this for two reasons. Firstly because you take responsibility for your situation (the only way to improve your life and change) and also because the planets do not control us.

I believe that we are a soul that decided to live a human experience in order to evolve. Before incarnation the soul makes a plan to learn some lessons etc. here. And I believe that this plan is represented by the birth chart.

So, instead of saying that this or that planet makes me this way, it is better to see it as a mirror.... "This planet speaks of x behaviour. What can I learn from this situation? What am I living it for?".

I think this can help you more for what you are living, it seems to me that astrology is a very good tool for that 😊

Avvii P Yea, that moon conjunct mars sounds tough. Sorry for your experiences with that. But I´m sure my chart is worse than yours lol. Was hopeful before about finding out my placements but now it doesn´t give me hope really.

sleepycap88 » oxx{]:::::::::::::::::::> Hehee alright

sleepycap88 » Hylonome Yes, I agree , our birth chart is our karma from our past lives and I understand very well how karma works and I´m willing to work through it. I was talking in a lighthearted way , but we can get deep as well if you want to discuss further

I do try take responsibility for my actions but it´s still something I need to work on. I learnt that maybe in my past life I was vain, and I had power. (Venus retrograde) and I misused the themes of venus

Astro-Seek.com » sleepycap88 System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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From our past lives or also a new lesson, this is something that I don´t know and we can´t know too, I guess. I use the idea of past lives as a way of healing too, it´s very useful; but I also think we don´t have to attach to it either. I´d say that I believe in past lives but I live as if they wouldn´t exist.

"I do try take responsibility for my actions but it´s still something I need to work on"
Trust me you´re doing a lot already, being interested on all this and having the knowledge you have. So don´t be hard with yourself. I always did that and I had to learn tht things have their own time no matter how much you force them.

But as you want to keep working on yourself, did you try intercepted signs? You told me you have read something about it. Want to discuss it?

"we can get deep as well if you want to discuss further"
I am here for whatever you need, if I can help, I´ll do it

Astro-Seek.com » sleepycap88 System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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BTW I´m a bit lost... I see your Lilith in the 12th house

sleepycap88 » Hylonome No, it’s in my 2nd. Where did you see that ? There is nothing in my 12th house

Astro-Seek.com » sleepycap88 System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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The chart in your profile isn´t your chart? https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/c…;

sleepycap88 » Hylonome I’m so confused

My Lilith has always been in my 2nd house

Astro-Seek.com » sleepycap88 System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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Where did you see that chart?

sleepycap88 » Hylonome It’s always been on my profile

Astro-Seek.com » sleepycap88 System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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Oh, that´s weird, really! 😄

ASTRSEEK Admin, Petr9 "Before you think your chart is tough, have a good look at mine"
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Such quote should be carved into all astrology memes

Rednan » Rednan seriously, have any of you guys convinced any of your engineer hardcore atheist friends that astrology even has "elements" of truth?

god forbid,
thats so ridiculous...

let alone anything else you say that cannot be tested.

Debby in Kansas » Hylonome I believe that he does allow tests and trials to see our faithfulness.

Debby in Kansas » Debby in Kansas Example : Adam and Eve

and not to fall for Satan´s evil schemes.

Astro-Seek.com » Debby in Kansas System message: Post has been written by user Hylonome, who already deleted profile on this website:
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I believe that we are a soul who decides to live a human experience in order to learn and evolve. Before incarnation, as souls, we decide on a plan for this human life.

Then everything we live through is to achieve that plan. Many of the (so-called) "hard" moments we live through are mirror situations that show us what we have to heal, they show us our inner self. That´s why I don´t see them as a test. I see them as an opportunity to understand what we have to work on in order to evolve 🦋

sleepycap88 » Petr9 Lool yes