Saturn transit Scorpio 2014 and porn addiction

October 7, 2021 at 15:26 (UT/GMT)
(Capricorn) Emanuel
Saturn transit Scorpio 2014 and porn addiction
I start to think about my highschool period... And my introduction to hardcore porn (by "hardcore" I m referring to pornography found on porn sites, not violent porn or something like that, which I m not preferring, I m actually quite repulsed ). I was attracted to sexuality from a young age (2nd-3rd grade), but for years i was looking at some "sexy" pictures at most.

But at the end of 8th grade, beggining of 9th grade(highschool, I was 15 years old then) i startes slowly, step by step, to access porn websites, not just "sexy pictures" . Before this time i kinda feared porn websites, cuz i feared to fall in this black hole. The fear came true (a thought from the present, of course).
This period was the introduction to porn, fetishes and addiction (addiction became more significant at the end of Highschool, beginning of college when Pluto in 7th house was conjunct my Sun).

I started to think some hours ago... Hmmm, wasnt any significant transits in that period?

Of course there were. Saturn entered Scorpio, squared my Venus, Mars, Jupiter, opposite my Moon and conjuct my Part of Fortune, Chiron and Vertex. Yeah... Intense times. As a Cancer Rising Scorpio is in my 5th house, so this tranzit took place im 5th house.

Scorpio rules taboo, sex, sexual trauma, sexual obsession etc (and many other things of course)... So maybe Saturn was an initiator? (squares to Venus, Mars, opposite Moon... Very strained).
At the same time I had other significant transits too. Uranus was conjuncting Saturn, Pluto was squaring my Saturn... Saturn being the ruler of my 7th and 8th house. Uranus sextile Mars and Uranus square Sun too.

It was a very... Introverted time for me. Romance was non existent for me in school, highscool. Nobody liked me, and at the same time I liked nobody (to be a crush). But internally I was on fire...


I´m curious to hear w other experiences with Saturn transit Scorpio..

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October 7, 2021 at 15:27
(Capricorn) Emanuel
My transit chart from. That time
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October 7, 2021 at 21:08
(Capricorn) Emanuel
But at the same time i ve started to listen to romanian rap music with deep messages, music that I can say had an important role in my formation (in highschool i listen mostly that kind of music). So yeah... The duality of scorpio.
The duality o men : one face reads Plato and Aristotle, one face is horny for big boobs art hoes.
October 7, 2021 at 21:11
(Capricorn) Emanuel
Also, it s curios that in 2020 when Saturn entered Aquarius (in april may for a short time, but conjunct my 0 degree Venus) I have taken much serious initiative to abstain from porn and be sober. Of course, Saturn in Aquarius is in my 8th house in transit.
October 8, 2021 at 07:30
(Leo) cubic
Alright, so for the length of 2013 had a sexual partner, and things went into new territories, where a lot of sexual stuff that seems was only in our heads/fantasies got done in actual reality.

One could say that´s just coincidence that this happened during Saturn in Scorpio, that you could at any point find a person with whom sexuality is freer and easier to do with than with others - fair enough.

In early 2014 I quit that person, and sure enough as usual there are the typical, expected 3-4-5 months of post relational sexual inertia, where you´re still on fire about it.

The thing is.. it didn´t stop this time. A lot of that fantasy sexual stuff from seemingly years ago, kept popping up in my head in daily life, and at some point it was really intense, and annoying to deal with. Unwelcome stuff. Don´t remember being like that since being a teen really.

So I can vouch for there being a pervasive experience of sexuality, and sustained, intense desire to experience the full range of sexual ideas/fantasies in reality, that was difficult to get rid of or control at times, because they were regularly bubbling up to my consciousness.

Had a very fitting sexual partner in 2013, but people are rarely 100%, so there were still things that I intensely wanted to experience, and I knew, thought she wasn´t the right person for, I really was about the full program, and was feeling very uncompromising.


The more time goes by, the more I start seeing that what happened during that transit was a big deal on many levels, wonder if Goldenlion can chime in on that one.
October 8, 2021 at 10:55
(Scorpio) Kisses
That Saturn transit in Vishaka went through my Venus-Ketu conjunction, and that was the year when my stepdad sexually assaulted me.

There was definitely something big related to sex with that transit, because that was also the year that the father of my friend who also has the same Ketu (South Node) as me got arrested for over 30 counts of child sexual abuse.

That was also the time when Bill Cosby got exposed, and the MeToo movement really started kicking in.

Vishaka itself is the transition point from Libra to Scorpio, so it has a lot of energy surrounding going from a partnership to this deeper, sometimes darker commitment or sexual energy. Vishaka also rules over cult leaders. It´s a very focused energy.

Fun fact: the symbol for Vishaka is the forked branch, and the writer of Dracula had both his Sun and Moon in Vishaka.
October 8, 2021 at 11:17
(Cancer) ZynCitrus » Kisses
in your chart you have mars square moon, violence from men... than you have Chiron exactly on IC (in your physical house, home) trauma, and the ruler is Saturn in cancer, fear loss violence terror at natural 4th which than again disposes that saturn to moon sq mars


for the topic starter... you have a whole bunch inc mars and venus in 8th... oversexuality, house of prostitutes and pornstars and cheaters and bla bla... than in aqua so kink and "wierdnes" for that time or age or whatever...so nothing to do with saturn in 5th that dries out all sex from someones lofe, ask folk with sa in 5th :wink: :40:
October 8, 2021 at 11:26
(Scorpio) Kisses » ZynCitrus
I don´t think those placements are what caused it, although I do agree about chiron in 4th house.

I´m a Vedic astrologer, so I use Sidereal Whole signs.

One cool thing about that Chiron though is that it´s in Sagittarius. Then 4th Lord Jupiter goes to 12th House, 9 places away - 9 representing father. 12th house rules jails. That year I also had Pluto transiting my chiron.
October 8, 2021 at 12:58
(Capricorn) Emanuel » Kisses
Scorpio and trauma... Again. Sorry for your terrible experience.
October 8, 2021 at 13:35
(Virgo) Etherealmind
We learn more about you each year Emanuel :3: :3:
October 8, 2021 at 14:07
(Capricorn) Emanuel » Etherealmind
Because I find new things about me each year haha
October 8, 2021 at 16:28
(Virgo) Aren Levi
Oh boi .... i like this post :61:

me personally, i cant go on without sex or masturbation for more then 3 days, after day 3 of "hermit" mode i get super aggressive

Do you see masturbation as a problem or just pornografy as a problem ?

how does your days without orgasm/ejaculation looks like ? Are you sad or angry ?


transits are one thing, but i believe you can fight those "needs" if you want to

Me personally i dont mind pornografy, it depends how badly it influences you.
It is always nice to watch pornografy with your partner then alone,
I would recomend - masturbate how many times you want but of course do not hurt yourself,
AND do not watch porn if you do not have gf :3:
October 8, 2021 at 16:48
(Capricorn) Emanuel » Aren Levi
Yes, i consider porn and masturbation (especially porn-related masturbation) to be bad and problematic on so many levels (and there are plenty of scientific studies about the catastrophic effects of porn, on children especially)
October 8, 2021 at 16:51
(Virgo) Aren Levi » Emanuel
i think it is psychological, if you see a problem - it is a problem

but everyone is different and yes, porn can damage some people
October 8, 2021 at 17:01
(Capricorn) Emanuel » Aren Levi
If you believe porn doesnt damage you ,you live in delusion. Porn is by conception planned to hack and subvert the mind of people ,and trivialize sex and love between two people.

Check more info here

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/
October 8, 2021 at 17:08
(Capricorn) Emanuel » cubic
Interesting experience .

"One could say that´s just coincidence that this happened during Saturn in Scorpio"

Probably not,though it s important to acknowledge any other significant transits from that time,besides Saturn transit.
October 8, 2021 at 17:16
(Virgo) Aren Levi » Emanuel
WEll i like to watch amateur homemade porn,

i like to make my own too

i dont watch those "mainstream" porn videos
October 8, 2021 at 18:01
(Capricorn) Emanuel » Aren Levi
:))) I get it . I like "amateur" porn too, tough it s very degenerate for me to think i record myself and my girlfriend making sex and put it to the internet for others to watch. That s the reason i try to renounce.
October 8, 2021 at 18:25
(Virgo) Aren Levi » Emanuel
calm down with those insults like degenerate :61:

everyone can do whatever they want with their sexuality and sex life,

nobody is making anybody to watch porn by force too .... or i hope so :4:
October 8, 2021 at 18:55
(Capricorn) Emanuel » Aren Levi
I said it s degenerate for me. You can do in your private life what you want though.
October 9, 2021 at 19:03
(Taurus) lnsabch
Saturn´s transit of Scorpio in 2014 contained my Saturn return, as I have Saturn in Scorpio natally. That transit also resulted in Saturn conjunct my Pluto (ruler of my 8th), Saturn conjunct my Mars (co-ruler of my 8th), Saturn opposite my Sun, Saturn square my Moon, and Saturn opposite my Mercury. And still 2014 really wasn´t that eventful for me! My uncle died that year, but that didn´t crush me.

I haven´t ever been interested in porn, nor did that transit change anything about sex for me. In fact, I had just gotten married in late 2013.


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