Why im like this

July 21, 2021 at 15:03 (UT/GMT)
(Aquarius) bmo172
Why im like this
Hi
Been wondering if someone could help me if it´s in my chart something what could point out why I´m 0 or 100?
Everytime I meet I someone I like (what´s not often because I´m intovert af and too its very hard for me to connect with someone and hate dating apps.. )
, but when I do, im having total eclipse - way too fast and fallin way too hard.

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July 21, 2021 at 19:04
(Pisces) Yosefus
Hey!
I think it´s because your ascendant is taurus and it´s ruled by venus.. Venus is in the 12th house, so your physical personality already is in isolation, also with jupiter there you think alot and study things that are related to jupiter, so people respond to you very weirdly as your Aquarius stellium is in your 10th house.
That was just my own free analysis, maybe I´m wrong..
But you´re perfect when alone and I hope that you re-think about the difference between "friends" and "normal people".
Present your unique personality and your "eclipse" freely.. Who doesn´t like that don´t care about him, even if all people didn´t like your personality or your physical existence.. It´s the unique YOU and it´s your LIFE.
Also you fall hard because it´s venus.. Maybe.. Control your venus a little bit. 😂
And after all maybe I´m wrong but I hope this helps.
July 21, 2021 at 19:29
(Taurus) Green Garden
I think it is your Pluto conjunct that DC.
July 21, 2021 at 20:51
(Cancer) ZynCitrus
Venus square Neptune, illusions, you see what you wanna see and one day you wake up and feel cheated and then you replay all conversations and a person never did or said those things... disappointment.

On the other hand it could get worse. You even have ve sqaure saturn it´s wide orb but still there, and in that state you wouldn´t even have a chance to feel love for someone ;) with Neptune it may actually work, once.
July 21, 2021 at 22:05
(Aquarius) viv
Hi BMO thanks for invitation to look at your chart. My first impression is all the planets are in the upper half which suggests a focus on the objective, outer world. You are a true Aquarian and need to specialise as you are very very bright. You have something to bring into the world, perhaps scientifically or technically, that will be of great benefit to the world.

You were born just before the new moon was exact which is actually a balsamic moon where you have to gather up and offer the immense amount you have to give. It’s not the same as the when the moon is just past the sun which gives a new impulse, here something is culminating and must be done.

By solar return there’s lots of career activity this year and by Hellenistic profection technique at 33 the tenth house is emphasised as well so this is to say that career may need to be your priority at the moment.

You do have Venus square Neptune which as someone else pointed out can lead you into having ideals and fantasies that are not grounded in every day life. My view is that it’s not that the qualities you sense aren’t there, they probably are, but creating a form for a relationship in the every day world is quite hard. You are ardent and idealistic but bringing the ineffable into form is challenging as every artist writer and inspired scientist knows.

Jupiter will have been in the sky just above the Eastern horizon when you were born, though not visible because it was day time, nonetheless less I feel having Venus and Jupiter in the twelvth is actually a spiritual blessing that will bring inner support to you throughout your life.

You will need a partner who is bright but also grounded and nurturing with a good connection to nature which will help your Taurus side to feel at home and settled on the earth. Maybe you could join a hiking club and meet people you like that way while enjoying nature and giving yourself the chance to take in beauty?

However I don’t think this is a “learning about relationships“ lifetime. It maybe that there is just one soul mate that you will invite in . The way to do this is by appreciating your gifted ness and settling deeper into professional work while also taking time to meditate and also to rest, and to ask your spiritual guides to bring you the person who
will bring you love and joy and for whom you are also the perfect man.
Best Viv
July 22, 2021 at 14:03
(Aries) Jay Jay
I´m wondering what kind of person you fall hard for. You like to help people, I think. So do you fall for people who need your help? You have a Virgo South Node past life symbol - which would make you prone to that. Then you have Pluto in Scorpio on the 7th - which is about bonding - and my guess is that you go way too deep - maybe see yourself as the other - and when you help them, you help yourself. I also think that your family members probably had thin boundaries - and you feel other people´s energies and feelings quite keenly - hard to separate out which is you and which is them.

Your chart is saying that you need to develop good boundaries with people, and there is support for it in your Sun, Moon and Mercury in Aquarius. You need space between yourself and others - and to focus more on yourself.

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