I felt my Descendant strongly - Discussions, questions

I got a chance to share some time and get to know my descendant during Venus presently visiting Cancer (22° as we speak) especially today and also for some days ago. Other times I was too carefree and "out of it" that I´d forget to observe myself and pass it as a everyday thing.

When you are preparing to sleep, you know you´re finally alone with your thoughts. It´s a time when you finally come back to YOURSELF. It´s a vulnerable moment once the disturbances go away. If someone walked in
and saw you or called you, without a second thought or maybe instinctively you pretend to sleep or hide your face in blanket because you don´t want to lose the comfort and vulnerability you´ve finally put together, you don´t want them to see the bare you.

My experience says the descendant in you takes over when you´re alone and know for sure in the back of your mind that now I´m in total privacy. Take bathroom for example because the door is locked or sleep because its night and everyone else is sleeping too. Now who is the "one" you´re wishing was just next to me that I could share myself with and together we close the door on reality till the next morning?

In my case I became very Cancerian to myself. I wanted someone to mother me to sleep you know like gently pat me on the back. I was also needing alot of affection, holding, repeating words of affirmation, to be cared etc. I think I was trying to give my inner child some love. The general theme here is coziness. It makes you very feminine what a wholesome feeling!

What is your take on descendant? I think its a sensitive/triggering point and can give a clue to your deepest wants!