Volunteers for my Solar Return (2021&2022) - Discussions, questions

TJShemaly » diavolul No I can´t remember if he was going or coming. I just remember it was a car accident

diavolul » TJShemaly You know if he was returning home from meeting with his friends/parents in law? (5th, 11th house lords)

TJShemaly » Graham Thanks - I´ve been trying to find that other door since 2018.... and honestly, been even harder after retirement in 2021. My mood swings are becoming severer

Graham » TJShemaly "Yes, I think I am in mid-life crisis already even before Uranus is in exact opposition. From the description of it, it seems this is what I´m going thru right now."

Yes. You may have been in it since transit Jupiter first passed over your 9th house cusp. ... That closed one door, and Uranus is opening another for you.

TJShemaly » Graham Thanks again.
Yes, I think I am in mid-life crisis already even before Uranus is in exact opposition. From the description of it, it seems this is what I´m going thru right now.

Graham » TJShemaly "what about 2022?"

The 2022 SR chart has Leo Ascendant and Taurus MC, ruled respectively by Sun and Venus - which are both in the first house (of self-image/personal identity). So, these 12 months are concerned with ascertaining what you (really) value in yourself.

And, in that context, the linking (via the Trapeze Figure) of Sun-Neptune-Mars to the Vertex indicates that you were "fated"/programmed to address this "stamped-on-the-natal-Sun" question NOW (or rather, in the "mid-life-crisis year" of transit Uranus opposite natal Uranus). So, no surprise to see Uranus is the highest/most-visible planet in the 2022 SR chart - or that it´s midpoint with Mars tightens the trapeze considerably.

Moreover ... note also how the fixed Uranus-Saturn square is now making aspects to the Sun (rather than using Jupiter to influence it indirectly), and that this night chart (yet again) provides Jupiter with enough essential dignity to directly influence what the Sun (really) values.

BUT ... what do you think might be the significance of the Anaretic-degree Aries Moon - and that the Moon/Chiron midpoint tightens the Sun-Moon-Vertex Grand Trine?

TJShemaly » diavolul Car accident actually (caused internal bleeding)

diavolul » TJShemaly Violent death? Gun or any fiery weapon or maybe grenade? Or in surgery because of some kidney or prostate disease or something in lower back?

TJShemaly » diavolul hehe my father died when I was 13 (in 1993)

diavolul » Astrooo You mean the thing about his father, will he loose his mind?

Sorry @TJShemaly

TJShemaly » Astrooo yeah i checked but couldn´t make up my mind really. probably the allergies are also fogging my judgement.
I will try to rest now after having this pill ... hopefully i will check back agian tomorrow (hopefully with a better eyes and nose!)

Astrooo » TJShemaly have you looked at the map?
the points of attention are indicated there.

TJShemaly » Astrooo well, many things are stressing me out (for years now) but which are the reasons you think you see here?
and what do you think about June 30th?

honestly, I´ve been sleeping a lot lately. Just today as well I suddenly got struck with allergies out of nowhere. This is not a typical time for my allergies (it would be usually the seasonal one in March and September not around the ends of June). This adds to my stress as well.

Astrooo » TJShemaly Hello,

Before studying your SR2022, I feel you are stressed = I took a look at your currents transits and understood why you are stressed.
The peak of stress will be on June 30, 2022 around 9:00 a.m. =
// Exact conjunction [Sun / Black Moon] transit / natal Venus
//+ various significant oppositions.
(see map)

I let you interpret these transits.
I just interpreted the opposition Natal Sun H3 vs Saturn retrograde Aquarius H6

TJShemaly » Graham Thanks for the insight. Lynda´s words seem a bit overwhelming to me. Specially the last 2 lines. I´ve always seen myself as a traditionalist; I don´t believe everything modern is a good thing. Of course there are good things but here we are with the environmental issues you know. This is why I always think that not everything new is a good thing (generally speaking).

However, the explanation seems parallel to the situation back then around the retirement time. But what about 2022?

Graham » TJShemaly "My official stated (retirement) date in paperwork is October 31st, but to finalize some issues in the workplace and be officially retired and get pension, all that didn´t finish till about December 9th. So when I personally check my charts to reflect back and study, I´m not sure which date to pick to look at transits and so on."
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I think this may have been the work of your "what really is my soul-purpose" natal Jupiter.

Transit Jupiter was first conjunct your 9th house 0Pisces00 natal cusp on 14th MAY 2021. ... It then turned retrograde on 6th June (at 2Pisces11); opposed transit Sun from 27Aquarius13 on 20th August 2021**; turned direct again on 19th October 2021 (at 22Aquarius20) and made it´s final pass over your 9th house natal cusp on 29th December 2021.

[ ** In "Cycles of Becoming", Alexander Rupertii asserts that the Sabian Symbol for the degree from which a retrograde planet opposes natal Sun will provide a clue about the focus/objective of that planet until it next opposes the Sun whilst retrograde. ... And this is Lynda Hill´s interpretation for Sabian Symbol Aquarius 28 :-

"A TREE FELLED AND SAWED TO ENSURE A SUPPLY OF WOOD FOR THE WINTER
This shows the need to take what’s available in the environment and use it to your advantage. “Trees” sawed into logs to “Ensure a Supply of Wood for the Winter” implies the ability to be able to plan, or think ahead. By seeing what you’ll need for the future, you can work ahead of time to ensure there’s a good supply. There are many things that grow around us during life. Sometimes there can be other uses that are of greater benefit than just to let these things stand like monuments or memories. You may need to sacrifice something old to find its current usefulness. Gather resources when you can, don’t wait until supply might not be so readily available.
Gathering resources. Prepared for harder times. Stockpiling. Open fires. Publishing books. Renewable resources. The making of paper. Printing money. Fuel. Gas. Recycling.

Destroying the old for modern advances. Hoarding supplies and not sharing. Not planning ahead. Fear there won’t be enough. Environmental destruction."]

TJShemaly » Graham That´s very interesting. Thanks again. It needs reflection again and again.

I might as well add that in 2021 in the period between October 31st, to December 9th, I´ve became officially retired. I´m stating this as a period because there had been issues; My official stated date in paperwork is October 31st, but to finalize some issues in the workplace and be officially retired and get pension, all that didn´t finish till about December 9th. So when I personally check my charts to reflect back and study, I´m not sure which date to pick to look at transits and so on.

Graham » TJShemaly Currently, I am reflecting upon the prominence of aspects to the vertex in the 2022 SR Chart ... which (to me) appears to be emphasising the transit Uranus to natal Uranus that occurs during this chart´s 12 month lifetime.

Graham » TJShemaly The Gemini ascendant-Aquarius MC in the 2021 SR Chart indicates that Mercury, Saturn and Uranus would be dominant influences ... and that is confirmed by the Moon-Mars/Mercury-Saturn-Uranus Trapeze Figure which dominates the chart.

That figure is found in charts of people who have worked on the foundations of their personality and are in the process of becoming a model (for others) of self-actualisation. So, if you have had the personal freedom to express your creativity and wisdom, this should have been a year in which you have done so.

However ... you state that "at the current time, I´m living in confusion in general, about my purpose in life and about many other aspects of life". So, my guess is that Uranus (in 12th house of undoing) and Saturn (in 9th house of higher learning) have used their Taurus-Aquarius fixed square disruptively - by instructing Jupiter-in-Aquarius (ruler of Pisces + the Sagittarius South Node) to confuse the opposing SR Sun about the (natal-Sun) objective of the SR chart.

And, if so, what your natal chart Sun is being taught by this is "unless consciously/actively controlled, the outer planets will control the chart owner". BUT, you still have a couple of 2021-SR-months left (for Mars-Mercury to take control).

TJShemaly » Astrooo Yep, looks about right (confusing a bit because of the house system but yes the planets positions are ok)

Astrooo Hello,

Check that the map of SR2022 is correct, please.
if so, I´ll comment on it (although I think you´re quite capable of commenting on it yourself)

TJShemaly » Graham Thanks for the heads up. So, how does that play in 2022 SR?

TJShemaly » hermitfaerie I will try and DM you - but as you can see, I´m just a beginner

Graham » TJShemaly Because Solar Returns are "one-year-life natal charts SPECIFICALLY for the Sun", they have to be interpreted in the context of the soul-intended-purpose of the Sun in the whole-lifetime natal chart. So, before looking at any Solar Return Chart, we have to look at the natal chart to determine what the Sun has been programmed/"tasked" to do in the course of the current life/incarnation.

And, on the surface, that is quite clearly depicted in your natal chart ... as a North-Node-driven educated Leo Sun learning to value it´s Mercury intellect/ideas/views; with an already well-developed intuition/"nous" (Neptune trine) and now striving to use it actively/consciously (Sun and Neptune sextiles to Mars).

However, the Sun´s APPARENT semi-sextile (to Saturn) and sextile (to Pluto) are actually 23rd and 13th Harmonic aspects. ... So, these two contacts indicate that this Sun is also wanting to increase it´s ability/"power" to influence others.

Moreover, this is a night chart - so (at the Leo degree occupied by the Sun) Jupiter-in-detrimental-Virgo has essential dignity (by both triplicity and term) ... which enables it to considerably influence the Sun. And that is increased by Jupiter being the traditional ruler of Pisces (where Neptune is located).

Hence, although it is clear that this natal Sun is focused upon "personal" self-development, the ultimate purpose in doing so may be dictated by the (generational and evolutionary) outer planets.

hermitfaerie » TJShemaly I have never heard of Firdaria or distribution through the bounds! This is why I am here, thank you the learning in astrology definitely never ends. Would you mind glancing at my solar return chart?