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Jun 20, 2022 - 19:28
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » Astro-Seek.com
So basically the advice I got (boiled down) is:
Stop being the "victim"
It´s all your fault so work on your self.
Get a job you loser.
I didn´t have to come to a bunch of astrologers for that.
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Jun 20, 2022 - 19:25
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » Astrooo
Wow. Thank you for taking the time to try to read my chart and explain.
I appreciate you doing all that.
As for career,
I´d rather work alone. I have worked with the elderly. It was ok I guess.. But, I didn´t like the same routine day after day and I got depressed and had to leave. Those jobs also don´t pay well.
I also don´t have any love left in me to give.
Thank you again.
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Jun 20, 2022 - 01:29
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » FOWL
Sure. Is suicide shown in the chart-or "tendency" or aspect of suicide?
One can only tread water for so long before they drown.
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Jun 19, 2022 - 22:02
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » FOWL
Yes, you are right. When it comes down to it, that´s all that´s left to do.
As far as stepping out of my comfort zone, I did last year on the road by myself.
But I am very introverted, so making friends is very hard. I just have 2 very old friends, who are of course, out of state.
I´m not a very social person, at least for a long time.
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Jun 19, 2022 - 22:00
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » Graham
The role of the mother was to show me who was boss when I was a child. So there was a lot of abuse, even though I was a very quiet and shy sensitive kid. I was also pulled into the middle of fights between my mom and dad. And I got my temper from my mom. But now my mom is not the abuser, and now I am (with my words, at least) because I´m constantly triggered by memories of what happened in the past. Combine this with a hard time, and it is not easy. I am very angry and frustrated I am having to rely on her.
I guess I´m to learn what? That I´ve become the bad one?
One thing Uranus made me see was astrology itself. I´ve always been interested but never studied it in depth like I am doing now (I started really studying it a few months ago and didn´t even realize this Uranus transit was happening until I was made to look.) It´s like Uranus said, yeah you looked at your chart many times, but you didn´t really study your chart. And Saturn in Virgo is making me look at the details . The devil was in the details. I have many internal doubts in myself that makes me waver between the depths and illusions of Neptune and critical self doubt.
Now that I have really noticed this cross, I´m just wondering how I was to deal with it when it did show limitations to career in midheaven. I also can´t seem to get a hold of my emotions and thoughts at times. Even when I did daily meditation, this still happened, although much less. It happens especially when I am around others or under a lot of stress. I feel like I will always have problems in day to day life, let alone in relationships, jobs, housing, etc etc which will keep me from finding inner peace.
So all I can do I guess is get back to inner work and try to accept the hand I was dealt and the mistakes I made. But since so much of my life is in my chart, I just wonder if I really had control over any of it? It´s hard to accept it, but I feel like a weak and terrible person.
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Jun 19, 2022 - 18:21
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » Graham
I never planned on how long I was going to be on the road. I am sorry I could not afford a new car. In fact that Used car WAS my new car. I could never afford a new car. I´m sorry I did not make much for the hard work I did.
I also had thousands saved up for repairs and emergencies which I of course used.
I then got off the road when I had still a few thousand left so I could at least find an apartment and job, but nothing worked out.
And I am very glad for doing what I did. It was worth it. I would never had gotten to see and do what I did if I had not. It was the scariest and most challenging thing I ever did. Before that, I had NOT traveled to many places or went on vacation because I never made much of a salary at my jobs.
And although I never made it work the way I thought I could or find my path somehow, I am glad did it.
I had to leave the apartment I was at before I left. It was a very terrible situation and because of covid, not many apts were available, so I would have been homeless either way.
Yes, I have wondered why Uranus took away the thing that helped me mentally and helped me reduce tension and anger the most- jogging has been my lifeline, my depression medicine and anger management.
So WHY did Uranus "punish" me (or more accurately bring this change) this way when I needed it the most living with my mother, when we have a bad relationship?
Why would Uranus do this when I needed it the most?
I don´t know why.
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Jun 19, 2022 - 16:47
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » Graham
I took to the road with adequate preparation. My car is old, but I had it repaired and checked over, etc, before. I went on the road. But driving back and forth across the country thousands of miles takes a toll on a car, especially an older one. I expected some troubles, but they piled up and then a major fix was needed and I had to stop.
As for the other aspects, I´m still trying to figure them out. And why it´s been very difficult with saturn opp moon (exactly what you said - as if my emotional needs and physical needs conflict. I know this all too well. As for Mars in the 12th, it is hell too, BUT I realized with this placement that I REALLY need physical exercise to just function in life. It helps with my tension. Unfortunately during this Uranus transit, I fractured my foot so I am going stir crazy. And I have a bad temper and lots of impatience.
That kite with the moon -the water trine- seems to make me extremely sensitive but also artistic. Im not sure how to work with it when I am extremely sensitive to everything and everyone around me. I´m trying but I do get very overwhelmed, especially in public places and too much going on.
Thank you
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Jun 19, 2022 - 16:09
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » FOWL
Ok. You helped me then. I´ve been trying to figure what that meant. And I guess deep down I realize that the only thing that matters in this life is to evolve spiritually and I´ll never find any meaning outside of that.
Thank you
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Jun 19, 2022 - 16:06
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » FOWL
I do love reading and writing and thinking/learning about many things.
I do write in my journal but I think I should try publishing things or writing something better.
Thank you so much.
P.S. I edited my comment before I saw your comment. Sorry.
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Jun 19, 2022 - 16:00
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » FOWL
Thank you for replying to me. I guess I just have to deal with the relentless internal tensions and extreme emotions and hypersensitivity as I always had to deal with. Stuff it down somewhere inside and put on a fake smile for everyone.
The only thing I can think to do is meditate but that still doesn´t help completely.
I´m an independent person but could never be. Always clocking in to a job I hated. I guess that´s everyone. Life sucks. I still don´t understand how that´s following my path- putting on that fake smile. But so be it.
I do not have much in my life but myself and my cat died during this transit too and I fractured my foot and had all kinds of trouble- but honestly that´s daily life for me. And I´m just sitting here complaining. Haha. Thanks Saturn and Lilith for making my daily life hell in the 3rd house. And thanks moon for being conflicted and making my life hell too.
But no one seemed to noticed that my nodes are opposite my midheaven angle
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Jun 19, 2022 - 15:45
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » Astro-Seek.com
If that´s the case,then I´m doomed.
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Jun 19, 2022 - 15:44
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » FOWL
Oh I have worked mostly dead end jobs my whole life. I just took a year off during covid to try to figure out what I wanted to do. I worked housekeeping, food service, you name it. None of them paid well. And all I did was work and hang out in my crappy apartments.
So I know i have to get a crappy job, but it just feels like it´s going back to the same dead end life. So how would this help????
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Jun 19, 2022 - 15:27
Introduce Yourself: Difficult mutable grand cross
Sun Sign - TaurusJ713 » Graham
Thank you for replying. I know I´m going through a Uranus transit which has been very difficult. Last year, I left my apartment and went to live on the road traveling across the country, trying to find what I should do or where I should live, (because it wasn´t working where I was at). So I did it, much to the consternation of the few people in my life. It was great, but also many problems towards the end. My car started breaking down constantly after 8 months on the road, so I slept on a friend´s house trying to find an apartment in her state, but nothing worked out. Now I´m back at my home state and sleeping on my mother´s floor. The mother (moon) who I do not have a good relationship with. So, not only am I dealing with a Uranus transit opposite my transit, but all the issues of the moon (it´s very conflicted at the top of the cross and water trine) are coming to the front. I can not stay with my mother and I´m having a hard time finding a job. As if the universe keeps saying to me that everything Im trying to pick (to make some money) is against me.
So, my question, which I guess no one can really answer, is WHAT is my path? I really do not understand what path I´m supposed to take. I do not want to live in this city again. I do not want to get some meaningless job, but I have to make money. Instacart isn´t enough.
But I feel so angry that I have to go back to my old life- get a dead end menaingless job and a crappy shoebox apartment. I didn´t figure out how to live life on my terms last year on the road and now I think it´s too late. That I´m doomed to have an empty life.
And I´m doomed to always have difficulties and depressions and loneliness and just constant everyday trouble. And I can´t stay with my mom, so I´m in a bad place and the direct opposite transit was last week at 0°. Does this mean I messed up and I´m doomed?
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Jun 13, 2022 - 22:45
General Astrology: Why are Geminis so bad?
Sun Sign - TaurusAleksandar A » Potatooo
Also, Venus in Sagittarius in womens chart...you can´ trust those bitches...
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Jun 13, 2022 - 21:35
General Astrology: Why are Geminis so bad?
Sun Sign - TaurusAleksandar A » Alexjandro
They are not.Only Venus in Gemini in womens chart..
The biggest evil in Zodiac is mostly Sun in Sagittarius...
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Jun 13, 2022 - 14:09
Sun Sign - TaurusAleksandar A » ENTP-A
Someone who have a lot of Libra in natal, mixed with Piesces.
A lot of Aquarius...
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Jun 13, 2022 - 09:07
Sun Sign - TaurusAleksandar A » corsimone
You desire to keep a man in your life...
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Jun 13, 2022 - 03:31
Natal Astrology: Lilith/ASC
Sun Sign - Taurusparanoyakvesinirli » Cancerman23
Yes that is right! A lot of people have been obsessed with me.
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Jun 11, 2022 - 17:35
Sun Sign - Taurusmegaserpens9 » corsimone
Ok, so

Everything depends from your Moon (because it is a bucket handle)
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Jun 11, 2022 - 17:29
Natal Astrology: Aquarius sun detriment
Sun Sign - Taurusmegaserpens9 » srgeorgio
It is in detriment, because it is an opposite sign from Leo, which is the ruler od Sun

If any planet is in "detriment" in each sign, this is because it is on opposite end from its domicile/ruling sign and that planet´s traits are weakened there so it needs more effort to make it work

In case of Sun - it is about energy, passion, individuality, courage, ego and expression, also artistic and creative tendencies and these are typical Leo traits

On the contrary end, Aquarius is about collectivity, networks, logic, rebellion and sudden changes. Aquarius archetype is typically cold, Passion is replaced by analysis and long-term plans, ego urges are replaced by needs of society

Yeah, both Aquarius and Leo have individualistic tendencies, but Leo expresses it more like "I want to rule" "I do what my ego wants" and Aquarius is more like "I rebel against your rulership" "I do what society needs" so it creates some kind of King/Rebel polarity
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