Which educated human wants to reality slap me?

May 17, 2020 at 12:47 (UT/GMT)
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu
Which educated human wants to reality slap me?
Okay, cool if you clicked this.
> I have been studying the absolute depth of a synastry between me and a man
> My conclusion : match made in heaven, soul merging, etc etc

However, sometimes when you read your own synastry chart with another person, you might have the tendency to ´romanticize´ things. I´m rather realistic, but also aching for input of others to shine light in my darkness, because, I have been feeling confused and empty without this man.
Reality of the situation : we have never met in real life.

Our Synastry contains shitloads of the good aspects you want to see.
Moon conjunct Moon exact
Moon trine venus
Venus sextile Mercury
Venus opposite Mars
Mercury trine Mercury
Neptune trine Moon
Venus trine Chiron
Neptune trine Chiron
Jupiter trine sun

Juno conjunct Southnode
Juno square Venus exact & Juno square Venus 1 degree orb (DW)
Alma conjunct IC 1 degree orb
Destinn conjunct ASC 2 degree orb

We met on January 13th 2017 on the exact conjunction of Neptune-Venus
Also both having transit northnode conjunct our Moon

Our Composite is rather epic. GREAT sexy shit goin on there
BUT also.. Venus conjunct Juno & Union conjunct Vertex both in 1 degree orb
Venus conjunct DSC in composite..
Moon trine sun
A sexy 8th house stellium which we both can handle really well
Moon in 4th
Sun in 7th conjunct Uranus (perhaps bc this is Long distance)

Basically, we both don´t know things for sure if we don´t meet in real life.
But we have only been facing rough obstacles regards meeting.
Now, again, corona might get in the way of us being able to meet during his vacation period.. From what we both feel in our soul its a yes.
From what i personally see in our charts, its a yes.
But reality is out of our reach, im also struggling to find a way to figure out when we possibly meet.
Beginning next year : i have epic progressions.
His chart points out to moving abroad anyway at one point.

WHO can shine some (astrological) truth onto this whole shit

An extra LOL :
> We started talking more (17/05/2018) on the date i lost my virginity, thats actually today (17/05/2008)
> Our davison chart has the exact birthday of that dude who took my virginity

Actually there are more EPIC things between us that are mindblowing and feel like, mate your dick is meant to be mine and u should eat me out for the rest of my life.
But.. REALITY... help..

All insights are really helpful, thank you in advance :)
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May 17, 2020 at 15:16
(Taurus) Astro-Seek.com » MelodicBlu
System message: Post has been written by user MarvinReal, who already deleted profile on this website:
Yeah. Big love. Those two emojis fit it.
Storyline slightly different than yours, but similar in some ways.
May 17, 2020 at 15:06
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu » MarvinReal
Really? u in the same shit ?
May 17, 2020 at 15:00
(Taurus) Astro-Seek.com » MelodicBlu
System message: Post has been written by user MarvinReal, who already deleted profile on this website:
Well, this sounds familiar to my case too. :18: >> :95:
May 17, 2020 at 14:41
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu » Marc Sales
Thank you :) Love is the strongest force. if i would only open up here about what we all conquered together, it would clarify how raw and divine the shared love is between us. But seen from reality, we both have to wait our (physical) time to get realistic validation. Not sure in how far Astrology is able to show me why there are so much obstacles
May 17, 2020 at 14:34
(Aquarius) Marc Sales » MelodicBlu
Follow love even if it makes you cry .... !!! from it you will always get a sweet understanding ... and a greater self-learning.
May 17, 2020 at 14:29
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu » MarvinReal
Yep correct, im in a relationship im highly aware of my own mess.
Yet understandable, i am touched DEEPLY, never got any validation in reality of this connection being real.. So the mystery remains. My plutonic heart and soul cant let go of the intense mystery.
I have tried to go with the flow with my life currently, with my partner. But i continuously stumble onto the same conclusion, i want to solve that mystery.
I want go follow my heart and soul, once again.
When i met this aqua man (synastry) i was in a toxic relationship with the dad of my kid. I broke up with the dad, because i fell in love, virtually, soulish.. With this man.
Two options : delusion or real love.
Im faced with the same shit again (me being in a relationship but feeling intense love for this same guy)
Two options : delusion or real love

=> real love. Because no matter how cute, attractive, rich, sweet, blahbla my current partner is. Nobody takes my heart away from the aqua man..

There is logic in :
Scorpio full moon recently happening in my 8th house, going over my sun, pluto, mars and northnode.

Gemini new moon happening in my 2nd conjunct my southnode

And lilith return 3 days after.

Im boiling. Im going through shit inorder to realize what i truely value, i know what i value, but like i said, its hard to know without 3d validation.

I did break up with my current partner, about 3 weeks ago, for a staggering hour...
I do feel torn, i do feel confused, etc etc
But im aware why im here now, i needed to learn so mucu from my gemini partner, and he needed to learn some serious depth , intensity amd intimacy from me.
But our roads will separate anyway.

Again. Im a mess
But im about to explode, die and get reborn soon.

All i seek, is truth
May 17, 2020 at 13:58
(Taurus) Astro-Seek.com
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This all haunts regressions. Current partner is someone else and you think of this dream guy. Good Luck. :97:
May 17, 2020 at 13:39
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu » Green Garden
This is so sweet.. It actually means alot to me :122: :79:
Thank you
May 17, 2020 at 13:38
(Taurus) Astro-Seek.com » MelodicBlu
System message: Post has been written by user Green Garden, who already deleted profile on this website:
That sounds so beautiful! :79:
I squeeze my thumbs for you guys!
May 17, 2020 at 13:27
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu » Marc Sales
Thank you for your words of wisdom. It sure is a test/challenge. But there is openness for mutual understanding and respect towards individual growth. The level of unconditional love can´t get any better
May 17, 2020 at 13:23
(Aquarius) Marc Sales » MelodicBlu
Ha, ha, we are all a bit crude in this ... my mother tongue is Catalan, so ...
You describe very well the "disease" of love, I wish you complete it and that you do well ... !!
But remember that love tests and the deeper it is, the more they challenge us ... !!
May 17, 2020 at 13:13
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu » Marc Sales
Yes, i agree. i don´t need the charts to feel that, both of us. when i look into his eyes, i see my husband, when he looks into my eyes he sees his wife.
His voice turns me on, even just a sound. It warms my whole body, it heals me, it makes me feel complete in ways i didn´t knew existed. His southnode on my juno is an indication of being married in the past.
We also met in our dreams (2013) before we actually virtually met in 2017.
So.. conclusion from what you say, it also seems meant to be?
(excuse me if im raw in my language)
May 17, 2020 at 13:06
(Aquarius) Marc Sales » MelodicBlu
I don´t know exactly why, but when I see so much Earth in synastry graphics, I think that those relationships come from far away (from previous lives) and that they are here to take them to flourish ...
May 17, 2020 at 12:49
(Scorpio) MelodicBlu
Aspect table Synastry : https://imgur.com/59Lkn3m

Composite chart : https://imgur.com/t3ljOVD

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