My existential crisis :(

July 22, 2019 at 23:21 (UT/GMT)
(Virgo) rainbowvomit
My existential crisis :(
I need help to understant what is best career choice (I am not fulfilled with medical school even though I can handle it; ). I cant find my place in the world and I am feeling depressed. Also I am affraid that I will die alone without a family. I am always overthinking and that does not help.
Also, please tell me if you see something interesting (warnings or advices) that worth to be mentioned.
Thank you so much for your time!
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July 24, 2019 at 13:00
System message: Post has been written by user Olenna, who already deleted profile on this website:
Seems to me you need variety in life, explore different ideas and concepts,but also be of help to others. You have a restlessness to do new things. I would not worry that you`ll end up alone, you are young so right now you`re exploring life and eventualy through exploration you do find what you need. You have a beautiful well placed Venus, i would not worry about your relationships too much. You will go through transformations as time goes by. Maybe you`re a bit stubborn and idealistic. Being a Virgo with Sun conjunct Mercury you are worrying too much, usually negative things. You are oriented towards being of service to others, so any careers that help people is good for you, going into medical profession is a good choice for you. Are you studying to be a surgeon? With the eclipse happening in your work house i see why you`re reconsidering things. In the end you have to follow your own feelings but you do need some variety that`s why you feel unfulfilled. The only warning i can give is that you will have times when transformations will have to happen, sometimes not in pleasant ways, difficulties that will challenge you to change the way you see yourself, some power struggles with people. The key is to not get stuck in one way of being, allow that process. It`s an internal conflict between dong things methodically one way, and being free spirited and adventurous. The personality is a odds with the soul essence.
July 24, 2019 at 04:08
(Capricorn) ShriSaiganeshE-jyotish

If could make meaning adapting and integrating the insights for yourself,
share salient feedbacks how true-untrue, traits-talents-health-remedies etc etc

Asc lord sat over aries 2nd, technical-mech aptitudes, social work, etc;
earnings in distant lands;

scorpio-mars inimical for cap asc, mars own scorpio 9th, settling at 28+
research-occult-metallurgical-forensic aptitudes; urological inflammations;
mars lord 10th negating to 9th, negating career, retired attitude;

venus lord 9th negating to 8th, negating luck-edu, support from father;
venus libra 8th, pharma research aptitudes;

sat-venus opp, craving for affections but difficult to manifest;
artistic aptitudes; mutual health issues in relationship;

sun-mer-rahu NNode virgo, mer elevated,
intellectual-political-anesthetics aptitudes;
toxic health issues, urological-intestinal-heart-stomach-skin etc;
rise-fall in life, prayers for ancestors, observe fast No-moon evenings;
observe death anniversaries religiously; wear brown hessonite over pendant;

jup lord 2/11 for finances-gains acq first,
reformist, advisory-teaching roles;
jup lord 2nd negating to first, negating family-finances/constraints;
prayers for saint of faith; offer yellow flowers sat mornings;
wear yellow sapphire over pendant;

moon gemini 5th trine jup, business analytical, instrumental music,
psychometrics, teaching/advisory aptitudes;
confused at decision making;

moon lord 6th negating to 5th, negating employment prospects
while could be good for quick recovery from illness;
moon gemini 5th prone to heart-stomach-chest-lung issues;
wear white pearl over pendant touching heart;

moon lord 7th over 5th, spouse of choice and gains thereby;
lords 1/7 sat-moon over aries-gemini 3/11, semi-friendly,
merely dutiful relationship in marriage;
sun 7th seeking a well-to-do spouse;

mer own virgo 7th, growth-riches through intellectual pursuits;
while sun-mer-rahu prone to rise-fall to care;

cap asc, ambitious, hardworking, practical;

do promptly ack, share salient true-untrue feedbacks, ideas to pick,

wishing well, kshantaram
July 24, 2019 at 03:04
(Scorpio) Sqwishie
Well hey your tenth house is in Scorpio and it´s ruler Pluto is also in the 10th house. I bet you´d be great at research related work.

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