Toy(s) for your inner child? - Discussions, questions

Do you remember the toy(s) you wanted as a kid but couldn’t have/something tragic happened to it/them? I heard that buying the toy(s) that you wanted as a child but couldn’t have or toy(s) that meant a lot for you in general helps heeling the inner child. I haven’t done it but could imagine that it helps in some way and plan to do it if I find a similar one. Have you done it, what’s your experience? Would you like to share a picture of it/them or describe it/them? Would you buy a toy for your inner child? Feel also free to share a picture of resembling one pulled from internet for example, I am curious to know & see :).

The toy I would buy myself is a fire truck. I had one when I was around 4-5. I LOVED it. It was so detailed, like a real one but toy, my favorite. I played with it for hours, imagining being on a mission. One day my mom called me for dinner while I was in the middle of a „mission“. I kept saying that I want to eat later but she wasn’t happy about that. Half an hour later, after she kept calling me, she totally lost it, grabbed my fire truck and smashed it on the ground. The truck was broken in teeny tiny pieces so it was impossible to be fixed. I don’t remember how mini me reacted but big me tears up remembering this.
I also wanted to have a pregnant Barbie (why?😭😭😭) but my parents didn’t do well financially at that time so I didn’t get one.